You feel a sense of anxiety and emotional isolation because you are not receiving the appropriate level of appreciation from the platonic or romantic relationships in your life. There is a sense that others are not willing to cooperate with you, which leads you to feel underappreciated.
You feel a sharp lack of appreciation from the world around you. There is a rising sense of anger and frustration that your friends or loved ones do not respect you or that they treat you with disdain. Often this will be the result of a hostile workplace. The loneliness that comes with this struggle for admiration will often sap your will or make decision making difficult.You are extreemly particular and demanding, especially in regard to a romantic partner. Although you are quite intelligent, there is an overdeveloped or over appreciated sense of discernment which can block the formation of strong emotional bonds. Similarly, you greatly prize independence, and this obsessive need will further stress the bonds of friendship or romance.
You feel that your freedom is being constrained by outside forces and are desperate to change this fact or to break out of the restraints that have been placed upon you. The difficulty of achieving this has lead to stress and frustration. Independence both financially and emotionally are of the utmost importance, although strength of will may be weak and this may in fact be the ultimate cause of your frustration.
A lack of confidence is evident, most likely due to a sense that you may not achieve your immediate goals, whether professional or romantic. You are in a delicate state, having extended yourself into a new realm of experience, one which has not yet proven itself to be successful. A need for calm surroundings in which to strive for success is apparent.
You are a highly refined individual who takes pleasure in your capacity for discernment. When you feel that this sense is compromised or that your abilities are not appreciated however, you can feel intense and unrelieved anxiety. You are often obsessed with sincerity and genuineness as a means of protecting yourself from exploitative forces in the world around you. You are very demanding in emotional relationships, but respond in kind. Consequently, you have developed a shell of self control around your innate overly trusting nature.
